Dear God, Alhamdulillah...
thank you profusely for taking the sleepless nights, away from me...thank you...
for almost two weeks...i suffered...i hated it...
i hated it when my eyes just couldn't stay closed...
i hated it when my mind just couldn't stay focused. that. i. need. to. sleep...
i hated it when my soul just couldn't stay put in my dream, for i kept leaving my dream & i realized it...
just today...i slept at my friend's room...
there...i just had a goodnite sleep...alhamdulillah~
maybe...
what i saw today tapped my sense of calmness that had been resting idly in my mind for almost, a fortnight...
a bird, bathing so merrily...oh so happily...
having my biological clock turned upside down, i'd lost focus in class...instead, i stared at the bird...gazing intently with a smile...
why did i keep forgetting surahs that i'd already memorized...hence i couldn't recite them well enough when we prayed together...
God, please forgive me...i'd done so many sinful things...had my heart turned so dim and dark that i couldn't do what i used to do...
Astaghfirullahalazim...
...receiving some kuih raya from a friend pleased me. really. thank you...
12.21 am
25 august 2011
thursday~
thank you profusely for taking the sleepless nights, away from me...thank you...
for almost two weeks...i suffered...i hated it...
i hated it when my eyes just couldn't stay closed...
i hated it when my mind just couldn't stay focused. that. i. need. to. sleep...
i hated it when my soul just couldn't stay put in my dream, for i kept leaving my dream & i realized it...
just today...i slept at my friend's room...
there...i just had a goodnite sleep...alhamdulillah~
maybe...
what i saw today tapped my sense of calmness that had been resting idly in my mind for almost, a fortnight...
a bird, bathing so merrily...oh so happily...
having my biological clock turned upside down, i'd lost focus in class...instead, i stared at the bird...gazing intently with a smile...
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| mirthfulness that calms |
God, please forgive me...i'd done so many sinful things...had my heart turned so dim and dark that i couldn't do what i used to do...
Astaghfirullahalazim...
...receiving some kuih raya from a friend pleased me. really. thank you...
12.21 am
25 august 2011
thursday~
1 comment:
amin. ampunkan aku juga ya Allah.. hai Hani, lama dah x dengar khabar ko. check2 dah banyak entry, and congratulations kepada ko kerana menghasilkan art yang begitu baik sekali. semoga ko terus maju jaya.amin.
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