salam perantau kosmo & metro

receiving a question of... "tak anta pic kt salam perantau k?" from my sister, niza...

it was a jaw-dropping moment...hurmm, not quite...but, my face turned into a look of disbelief...

how come my sisters & even my dad didn't buy Kosmo! and Metro newspapers??? why???

fine...blame it on me for knowing about these too late...

16 AUG 2011 : ni Kosmo! punya salam perantau kot...Metro's on the next day~

yeah, after much commenting on fb, my sisters started skyping with me...
niza wanted to show off her new baju raya...yeah! oh, both of them would be wearing jubah as baju raya... *oh lama tak pakai jubah...ehehh
anem seemed to like the idea of 'wearing shawl' since niza told me she would wear one on raya... *she would never leave her 'tudung labuh' for sure...amin~
well, they received my raya card & postcard... *hurmm, ayah's getting thinner i think, hope he's healthy enough...amin~
it was fun to skype with them...gossiping, chit-chatting or just showing me what they bought, like...lemang with serunding daging and showed them off to me... *pfffttt =.=''
husky, our greyish persian cat dah sakit... *cepat sembuh husky!amin... :(


i didn't sleep again for today...yep, spending my time at the lab...but, today was pretty cool since i started doing my math assignment (finally!) by creating a cute website for my math journal... *hope berjaya! amin~ and yeah, for the first time, i could say "pie apple sedap" sincerely since it was really tasty, blimeyyyy! haha i got it from american night food party with a vegie hotdog...ah not bad lah, at least kenyangggg, alhamdulillah :D

...started to watch heroes season 3 & found myself falling in love with sylar. oh. he. is. so. hot...

6.13 am
26 august 2011
friday~

it ended...just as simple as that...

Dear God, Alhamdulillah...
thank you profusely for taking the sleepless nights, away from me...thank you...
for almost two weeks...i suffered...i hated it...
i hated it when my eyes just couldn't stay closed...
i hated it when my mind just couldn't stay focused. that. i. need. to. sleep...
i hated it when my soul just couldn't stay put in my dream, for i kept leaving my dream & i realized it...
just today...i slept at my friend's room...
there...i just had a goodnite sleep...alhamdulillah~


maybe...
what i saw today tapped my sense of calmness that had been resting idly in my mind for almost, a fortnight...
a bird, bathing so merrily...oh so happily...
having my biological clock turned upside down, i'd lost focus in class...instead, i stared at the bird...gazing intently with a smile...

mirthfulness that calms

why did i keep forgetting surahs that i'd already memorized...hence i couldn't recite them well enough when we prayed together...
God, please forgive me...i'd done so many sinful things...had my heart turned so dim and dark that i couldn't do what i used to do...
Astaghfirullahalazim...




...receiving some kuih raya from a friend pleased me. really. thank you...
12.21 am
25 august 2011
thursday~

HAHAHA!!!

finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...muahhahahahahhahahahahah

i'd completed my first SAI artwork! *alhamdulillah...i know most people will look at it & say "biase jerrr..." but for me it's still quite an achievement since this is the first time i learn how to use it, and having youtube videos as teachers is not...really effective...ahaha but nyways, thanx youtube! yea, and hisa-senpai for the explanation :)

tadaaahhhhhhhh~

stay sampai pagi di lab berbaloi! :D

we had a quite enjoyable sushi nite at ginga sushi bar & dining...yeah, clv paid for us...hehe thnxxx! and yeah, i gotta see nate again! yay! :D

but, what upset me the most was...i missed my digital media class which i loved damn much! *waaaaddaaafudggeeeeee i missed that ohsem green screen tutorial!!!! ughhh!!!!

people, please pray that one day, i'll be able to buy a green screen studio! *amin~

and also...when your friends told you "dulu muka kau licin, apa dah jadik skrg?" yea, your face started to carve a horrid smile, trying to gulp the fact & face the reality that your face now looked...say, worse? *fainted~

...i just want to be healthier...

3.06 am

19 august 2011

friday~

SAI tool...

i just finished watching SAI youtube tutorials & got myself confused using the tool...

*aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrr.... @_@

tak apa...tak apa...later aku blaja bersungguh-sungguh! haha~

my editor told me that he could teach me adobe photoshop...yeyyy!!! :D

so, pelish pelish...i really wanna buy macbook pro + tablet badly~~~

oh yes, aina, een, fira & najay had received my postcards that i sent them as kad raya :D alhamdulillah~

fira & told me via fb inbox msg :D

while aina & een tru fb wall :)

we went for our second school visit today & i was reaalllyyyy 'mabokkk' since i didn't sleep last nite...*tell you i long for those days which i could just sleep anywhere & anytime i wanted...now no more lahhhh...

farhan told me to stop thinking much so i could fall asleep easily...huhhh how to do thattttttttttt :(

i had a fun day despite of my sleepless nite with the friendly kids from Bulimba State School but...i didn't get to see angel...i wandered around & kept looking for her...did she come to school...was she sick...i got worried...*where are you? did you hate me for leaving you that day? would you see me again angel? :'(

chocolate mousse...it was yesterday's 'moreh' made by nani...scrumptious! :D

14 AUG 2011 : nasi ayam as buka + chocolate mousse as moreh = alhamdulillah kenyang!

june people always surprised me with their stunning & spectacular ideas! bravo! :D

...oh c'mon hani, please study and do your revision...

2.02 am

16 august 2011

tuesday~

seriously...

i spent my time from 10 something till now...just to wait for my sister to get online...

coz i couldn't skype with her last nite, yeahh..me & my friends busy celebrating faris' bday...

so...i felt guilty coz my sis told me that ayah asked her if she was skyping with me...and she told me about it after 1am... =.='' *i'm soooo soryyyyy...

but, she told me just now that ayah tengah tadarus & niza had gone back to school...so tak payah skype... seriously?*yess, padan muka aku~

...now i'm feeling...rather...entahlah... *sigh

humm, lucky i'd filled my stomach with sweet yummy trifle, carrot cake, cappucino mousse cake & pizza at faris' house coz we kind-of-celebrated-his-bday-again today with bunch of friends hanging out & eating snacks together...then, dunno why faris started chasing people with trifle custard on his hand...seriously? =.=''

we all gathered together for solat jemaah at amani's house...i was the imam for maghrib prayer & i read surah thaha (coz i love it but i forgot =.='')...and to think that i'd only remembered bits & pieces of my usual doa for the 'im-the-imam'prayer...seriously?

*oh tuhan...apa aku dah jadik ni... =.=''

...let hani misbah see the light of the right path, amen...

2.53 am

14 august 2011

sunday~

i'm going orange!

hey watsuppppp...okei...assalamualaikum :D

alrite...to think that sometimes rezeki does come unexpectedly, yepp it does!

i was really hungryyyy after terawikh so i prepared some 'moreh'...a ramen cup & a bowl of milk + strawberries...then, my housemates called me upstairs...tadaaahhhhhhhh!!!

10 AUG 2011 : a big parcel for me yah!!! :D

ayah always knows what to send & what not

kerepek pisang byk hancur but it didn't matter lah :D

2 pasang baju raya & one tudung for me as bday presents! my bday will be on the last day of puasa :D

so i just grabbed a packet and started eating...alhamdulillah! :D

thanx & trimas tak terhingga to ayah & mak...anem & niza too! finally, kerepek pisang sampai!!!

this year's raya theme adalah ORANGE!!! yeahhh...and i had one tiger-printed baju raya while niza got leopard-printed one...i dunno about anem's lah pulak... *cheetah-print mungkin??? haha!

the designs cantik! thanx anem for the designs & mak yg jahitkan baju & ayah yg beli & niza yg pilih kain...i thought of wearing & camwhoring but...nahhh camwhoring sucks so malas...*ramadan is making me fatter so i hope those baju rayas will still fit me by the the end of the month!

we had a photo-shooting session for 'salam perantauan'...be it metro, utusan, kosmo or watsoever paper, our azwan was really eager to do that! haha...*bagus jugak kannn

well, i love love kad raya but since i couldn't find any here (sah-sah lah kan...) so i bought few postcards as kad rayas & sent them to few friends (sorry tak dapat nak hantar semua ya...) *aku siap bawak kad raya utk family dri malaysia lg so, ni jelah...

it was a calm, usual night in brissy when suddenly a facebook chat appeared saying,

gua da jumpa afiq doe

gua da keje dgn dia

haha

eyes rolled...jaw dropped... *OHH WHATTTT?????!!!! oh no you don't...no...NOOOO!!!

it was my cousin...like seriously, my cousin, whattt??? *why james...why did you do this...i promoted you to afiq deen, not my cousin! =.="

when i asked afiq, "yeah he tagged along" ...magadd...i befriended him first, but i'll still be the last one who meets him, and since i didn't study masscomm, sah-sah i won't have the chance to work with him like james & my cousin...

be positive lah! okayyy *inhale...yeah, all the best! it's your opportunity hence i should be proud of it & support you rite...lets smile! :)

...lagu maher zain best & been thinking to make a video response but with my lenovo's condition, malasnyaaa...

2.08am

10 august 2011

wednesday~

ades

i finished writing a raya card and i was thinking to complete every task that was necessary, including buying few postcards as kad raya & posting them to my friends, going to the student affairs office & complete the TBLS form, and some online stuff like emailing my lecturer & editing my resume...

ha'ah...aku mmg careless...

i didn't bring any money...nor my textbook list...adehlaaaa

lucky that i had my resume on gmail...

han, my singaporean friend told me about something interesting & i think i should give it a try! okei nak berbuka! selamat berbuka!

...sambung tengok drama cina dgn sarah mlm ni sambil minum easyway & makan mi korea...

5.17 pm

5 august 2011

friday~

It Was Lovely!

surveying apple macbook pro price online...

whether to buy it online, at apple retail store, jb hifi or just go to UQ branch and get the student price (as suggested by my senior who owns a macbook pro he bought from Malaysia)

no...no...bukan nak berlagak...given the situation of 'netbook lenovo aku dah rosak', i should buy a new laptop and since i love apple gadget, definitely i'll vote for macbook pro! ahhh...but the price is somehow beyond my range...

there is compaq laptops for 440+ aussie dollar at jb hifi...i could buy that one, but for the long run...naahhh no lahhhh...it'll get cepat rosak because of a user like me...haha!

*semoga hani misbah dimurahkan rezeki dapat beli macbook pro...aminnnnn

today was our first day of puasa in aussie...yes, puasa started on 2nd aug 2011 :)

magrib prayer, tadarus, isya' and terawih at c block, QUT Kelvin Grove coz we had no mosque nearby...no bazaar...ah, tak apa lah...tahun depan aku balik dah...ngeh ngeh~

yesterday was our first day of school observation at Bulimba State School :)

it was lovely, and the fact that the school curriculum is wayyyy different than our Malaysian school had made me think and ponder..."how should i teach my students?" "what are the most effective ways to make them read & write better?" also..."hah! aku patut skolahkan anak aku kat skolah mcm ni!" LOL!

why oh why...yelah...i think, our children are having stressful time when it comes to school and education...they have sooooo much to learn yet soooo little time...skolah agama lagi nak pegi masa petang...skolah pagi pun dah stress... *tssskkkk...

aussie schools provide play-time for their students after break and their style of teaching is different...they can eat during a class and do what ever they want as long as they finish their work and don't disturb their friends...eh, they also love to speak out as the teacher always gives positive feedbacks...*taknak lah bila cikgu tanya soalan, bunyi cengkerik yg menyahut...

there was a cute, curious & lovely girl named angel introduced to me by nani, as so you know my friends called me 'mama', so did the girl...she followed me everywhere with her two brunette-haired friends, asking me random questions...she was rather...hyperactive and very, very unpredictable! :O

she kept calling me 'mama!' 'mama!' and wanted me to stay and even ran away with my newsletter. magaddd...she told me many things including a name-calling she had for a teacher who just scolded her...she kept running, touching my friends and telling me stories...then one of her friends told me, "angel doesn't have mum, her mum is up there" pointing her finger up to the sky...angel was just next to me and by the time i said sorry...i saw her pretty blue eyes saddened...

*be my angel...will you? :)

3 aug...i should learn how to shut up & let him do the explaining...what i say might send someone's brilliant idea to the graveyard...i. should. learn. how. to. shut. up.

...no photos since i'm using lab pc for the time being...

11.16pm

2 august 2011

tuesday~