he hates me...doesn't it....

i was in the middle of writing my reflective essay...

so blurr...dunno wat 2 talk about tho chel n muna oredy gave me the 'picture'...

my ym status was : hepykah aku? since last nite..n i didn't change it...

i saw him ..on9..at last..

after the midst of a confused work of tat essay...

i saw a pop-up ym window...it was from him...

which i was so happy to receive it..

then...

he asked me whether 'i am hapy or not'..

n i juz simply reply....'u know d answer so dont ask me'...

he said sorry...if he caused these 'bad feelings'...

no!

i was the bad person...

n now,i'm paying for that...

i dunno if i caused him to loathe me that much...he juz signed out...

he left me...

n now i sound so pathetic...

i didn't know when my fingers started clicking on the ym archive...

i read those ym chat we'd instead of writing my assignment...

i was in a teary misery....God...i didn't know...why...

im such a wacko....

11.29 am

25 oct 2009

sunday~

epi...i hope both of us will be happy...